Tuesday, June 30, 2009
9:42 PMinitially,i was praying for an extended holidays.
but i guess,i finally know why it is God's will to start school at the same time.
When school starts,THE TEST WILL BEGIN.
whatever that we responded in camp.
are we still gonna do the same old thing?
or are we going to change and do the new way?
or are we going to start to change because we're excited,but after awhile,we'll lose interest and revert back to our old ways?
i guess this is what it is.
Distractions. bound to come.
Are we going to let it come in and mess our life?
Or are we going to do something about it?
How are we to handle them?
are we going to do things and make decisions based on our own?
or are we going to change and do things God's way?
hearing God's voice and be sensitive to the spirit?
or to kick the Holy Spirit one side and do life our own way?
my convictions from camp. its a strong one i must say.
out of the 5/6 camps i've attended since 3 years ago.
usually my convictions are like just a naturally rising mode because its just AFTER CAMP!
and after being excited for weeks,it'll slowly die down.
but God renewed it everyday.
God gave me questions everyday to think through.
different types each day. for me to rack my brains and think through.
even lessons,i'm thinking about it.
my visions in camp. they have not fade. it seemed like i have it each and every day.
its clear. not any blur. i guess its something strong that God is putting in my heart.
camp-unstoppable. was a straight visionary camp for me i must say.
visions for 2 sheeps,3 follow uppees.
vision for the world.
vision for the people in the schools. how much they needed God.
vision for my own life.
how many visions i've recieved?
honestly speaking,i dunno!
each day,God gives me thousands of questions.
i know that i cant find the answer to each and every single one of them just in once day.
Thats why God asked them differently each day.
God gives me creative ideas.
God asks me questions like"Your sheep is facing this this this. What're you going to do?"
"You wanna tear down the walls. what are you going to do?"
"Whats your strategy?"
"With your family's pressure,what're you going to do?"
"Sacrifice my church that I've died for,for your studies?"
"what are you going to do about this busy schedule of yours?"
"How are you going to chase the people?"
i dunno God! seriously. anybody reading these. i dunno what am i suppose to do.
thats why i gt to SEEK God right? to find Him.
to go deep deep into his presence,lay down my pride,and ask God,help me.
God,give me wisdom. Anoint me.
Outreach and Discipleship. Isn't it what is hitting me strongly in my heart?
Your love is changing me,calling me.
Outreach and discipleship. I cant do this without love.
my love is limited. but Yours is not.
Love must be the motivation behind this whole entire thing.
dont you think so?
without love,how can u learn to love the people out there who do not know God?
If you dont have God's love overflowing your cup,how wil you wanna outreach?
Same for discipleship.
without love,how to love your sheeps/follow uppees?
when they give you problems,without love,how're you going to love them?
how're u going to accept and love them for who they are without love?
God's children have a different way in viewing school.
Its a battle period.
The harvest is here!
Making an impact!(:
shining for Jesus!
The world? views school as tiring.
have to wake up early,have to study.
meet friends,spend time in shopping malls.
those with boyfriends or girlfriends?
its a good chance to see each other 5 times a week.
burdened.
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