Friday, July 17, 2009
11:06 PM
God i feel so discouraged. hai
why are all these things happening?
why isnt there no fire in my sheeps' life?
it hurts me when i see my sheeps are nt serving You with me.
You are such a great God.
Such a great friend
why dont they understand that You love them?
why are their hearts so cold and hard?
God melt this block of ice in their hearts.
I've taken them for almost 7months?!
but there are no improvements.
discouraged.
God why why why
why why isit lidat?
why why why
i think that i failed as a shepherd.
my follow-uppees are much more responsive.
but sheeps? none.
why why why
this 7months,what have they been doing?
wasting their life away with some worldly stuffs?
just cause of those temporary stuffs and they are not serving a God who loves them for who they are?
choosing temporary stuffs over eternal glory and joy?
hai. why dont they understand?
i feel so failed.
i know that there are no condemnation.
but how can i take it for 7months?
i dunno.
Your strength. Your word.
thats the answer. without Your strength and word,i think i would have gave up long time ago
thankyou God that i can be able to sustain for that long.
the compassion You had instilled in my heart. especially for my sheeps.
the vision. its so near yet so far.
what isit God?

haiiiii
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