Sunday, May 24, 2009
4:58 PMhehe.. i want to show how this is so true in my life.
exams are over!(:
during the exam period,i was telling some people that i had no motivation to study, and its literally 0%.
this midyears was not like the past exams. it didnt give me the feeling that i get during common tests. i know that i have to study and that its all for the glory of God. but somehow i guess it just tires me out ):
during all the memorising papers,i had no choice because i know i have to study(memorising mahs!) but after the continuous 2 days of pushing myself(forced to do it the feeling),after memorising my stuffs for ss and egeog,i totally feel like giving up. it dont give me the 'study' feeling. i feel like hanging out in shopping centres and not studying at all. i was worn out and it seem like a drudgery in studying.
In the day,i continued to give myselves fully in ministry-meeting people etc. (cause guitar is over!) in the night,after meeting people,i become tired. i become a couch potato,watching tv,playing computer. but nonetheless,i still continue talking to contacts,connecting them etc. caregroup days ended quite late for me esp the travelling time taken.
I was sharing with teh one day before my physics paper(something that i've never ever passed in my life before) i told her how i had no motivation at all to study anymore. how literally i just wanted to give up. i did the practise papers given and realise that i dont even know how to do simple easy ones! i took 1 and a half hours just to do 40 MCQs! teh kept encouraging me. she kept telling me to jiayou and not give up. she told me how she was cui3 but after praying,she was fine etc. she kept saying that she was my push factor but i still stood neutral and had a 'sian' feeling. at night,i had physics tuition. totally MOODLESS.
but still,God never fails to be faithful to me(:
1Thess5:16-18. Be joyful always. pray continually. give thanks in all circumstances for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.
I wanna give thanks!(:
English-always failed. but each time,because of the 5bonus marks for doing corrections,i just passed. like abt 51. this time,God graciously lifted me up away from this word called FAIL in english and enable me to pass my english with the help of the correction marks(:
Emaths-my standard still maintained at a B3 (: despite my answers being so weird,my anyhow applying of formulae,those questions that i thought that i will just lose marks for the WHOLE question,God so generously give me marks for the parts that i NEVER expected to get marks.amazing yeah.
Amaths-though it dropped from an A to a B4. at first become quite emo in the lecture hall taht anngie and alicia kept asking me if i am okay.After cooling down, i thank God for letting me learn from the stupid tough questions that i didnt know how to do at all. despite my answers being so weird,my anyhow applying of formulae,those questions that i thought that i will just lose marks for the WHOLE question,God so generously give me marks for the parts that i NEVER expected to get marks. (:
Chem- the paper was tough=/ everybody was complaining. i didnt expect to pass. i went to tell Anngie the first thing after i came out of the exam hall-"die already lah,sure fail one". Alicia,Kristal who are in combined science,asked both of us how isit. and we both went like fail liao la fail liao la. but when i recieved my MCQ,i was thankful that i passed!(: though i failed my paper 2,but nevertheless, God made something that i NEVER expected to HAPPEN! i JUST PASSED!(: 60/120. miracle lorh. I'm just so thankful that jesus is in my life.
Physics-i had never ever passed before in my entire life remember?(: Initially,Anngie kip saying she scared she fail but hope she'll pass. Frankly speaking,i was reallyyy scared too ): but after which God just gave me this strong assurance that it'll be fine! His voice was so tangible. "hey my child,dont worry,I'll move. Just expect a miracle." was just a simple 2 sentences. Of course I'll doubt God at first. I was like telling God"God uh,i think you must be kidding me. I kept failing my sciences. Chem i think quite tyco one lorh. But still physics. A pass? nah,its impossible."
So,during distribution,at first,i dont dare to look at it. When i look at it i was so happy that i was so joyful. Immediately,i was like"THANKYOU GOD!" Its just so incredible to know that my big papa is bigger than all these exam questions. I can feel God's hands laid upon me,saying"see child?" It reminded about what Jacq said. Sometimes we just keep asking God,but it just never happen. When it happen,we'll forget but God will remind us. Its like so true!;DD
Literature-okay la. standard dropped=/ frm B3-B4. my paper 2 first question i studied,wrote 4 pages long and i only get 13/25. second question didnt study,2pages long 17/25. dumb rite?=/but its okay!
ss-still failed. perhaps God's perfect timing to bless isnt there yet. yupp,i shall continue to learn and improve!(:
egeog-haha,maybe some people dont know my story. The day before geog paper,i studied natural vegetation until 8pm at night when i decided to give up that chapter cause its content heavy. I went to study rivers and coasts. end up during the paper,i dont know how to do the rivers and coasts question. So me,being very 'smart' go and do the natural vegetation question. But when i received my results,my natural veg that question,i gt a 14/25!:D even higher than the development question that i studied for it. tehee xD cool horh? this is how my cool Papa moves!(:
yupp! wanna encourage every child of God out there to continue to jiayou for ur papers! no matter how bad or good,give thanks! for at least we have a great Daddy that we can look to to seek comfort. someone who is 24hours with us always!(:
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