Tuesday, January 20, 2009
8:20 PMHowever,i had become crazy recently. Ann Gie has tolerated with my craziness.. THANKYOU GIRL!;DDD she knew that i love monkeys,she drew a big big monkey for me!(: in pinkkkk!<3
Another person i want to thank is you(though i know you wont even be reading this). I dontknow why,but eversince you are not really there anymore,i become very crazy i seem to be like a crazy mad woman desperate to seeyou. i'm like a lost lost child..i become mad trying to locate you in every recess.each time i dont seeyou,i'll be crazy. i'll be moody in class. trying to pay attention,but at the back of my mind,thinking of you. drawing thousands and thousands of crazy words,to describe my feelings. how i wish just one day,i can go to the beach,along the sea,alone or with someone and just scream my lungs out. like youknow those kind that we see in drama.i dunno why. people say that if you dont see the person for very long,your feelings will be lost. but mine is the opposite. the longer i dont see you,i will be dwelling in it. getting desperate to seeyou each time. grabbing each opportunity to look at you.=/ but still wanna thankyou for being such a wonderful and great support towards me. your encouragement never fails to encourage and motivate me.when i faced problems with my dad,the one that i first want to find(besides God) is you. is you is you. i know i cant express out. sorry,though i promised you before that i wont keep anything in me but to pour out to someone,but this kind of things i know i cant say. i know i cant i cant.=x i kept it for 1year.this feeling,but i still choose to keep until today. u alone are my motivator. thinking of you cheers me up.but after seeing different scenes in the past week plus today,my heart sankkkkk.
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