Tuesday, December 16, 2008
12:10 PMtoday is the last day of church camp-heroes.
but i still cant believe it.i've missed it
can you believe it?! chrystal has just missed a church camp just because of 1 sickness.damn
i just dunno why. 1 simple sickness has made me fall into Satan's hands.
my energy was gone.moodless.boredddd
i had totally nothing to do but to just surrender to my sickness.
before camp,i stood strong,keep telling myself that i can recover.kept praying
but it just doesnt seem to be working? why?
i kept wondering.sigh
instead of getting better,it got worse.people keep telling me.you can get better you can get better.
but isit because of my sickness?my mood? i dont seem to trust them.my shepherd,my dearest.
i dunno why.i guess everything just feels so out of place.
the old life i have been having.eversince i went genting.
come back,stayed at home,did my daily routine
went out with family.friend came my house.watch tv.enjoyed.
after which,sick.freakit.
i have no idea.i enjoyed this life.
isit because of nt meeting my cg,my unit for quite long time?
or isit because of out-of-place?
idunnowhy,ihavebeenfeelingthisforaverylongtime.onlysomepplknows.
i've hinted.but guess what? only my sisters asked about it.
sisters-real sisters.nt bloodrelated,but yeah..
jocelyn,rachel.....
nobodyreallytrulyknowhowifeel.onlysisters
thats what sisters are there for yeah?
Ann Gie,Shermaine,Jocelyn....
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oh yeah,this is for jocelyn: i've just relinked you sister!sorry take like ages to do that.sorry yeah?(: and i want go out with you!(:
i dunnowhy,i'm missingyou
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Hello.i am CHRYSTAL!((:. I am not PERFECT, but I am accepted for who I am
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