Sunday, July 20, 2008
6:41 PM
okays..i am sick and tired of life..seriously..stress from family,parents,group,homework..sometimes i wonder why i am so involved..so many things..well,transferred group,so happy. The atmosphere when i stepped into the new group is totally different from the old group. The new group is so lively and heartwarming.sharing life with them is fun.When i really nid to go,i left with smiles on my faces with people waving goodbye.I was encouraged. In the old group,i cannot say much and people tot i was emo-ing,and kip saying: ehh chrystal,dun emo la. and i was like so upset. i already did it in an obvious way,cant ur see it? If i nid to go,black and sad faces will be shown,and i will b asked to stay a little longer,and after which reach home late and my schedule totally messed up. Talking to them makes me feel weird. There doesnt seem to be much topics to talk about. I concerned for them,they ignore me. It doesnt even make me feel comfortable talking about my problems and confiding in them. Everytime i want to talk things,they will ignore me. When i talk,they will seem to be thinking somewhere and not concentrating about it. Even the closest member is also behaving like that too.Sometimes say hi to her,she ignores me,or being so cold.How to trust? Its hard to place trust like this. Sometimes i even find it easier to talk things with my friends in the world. They are concern about me,care for me. Showered love,care and concern. It makes me feel so much more comfortable and that i know very sure that they are definitely there for me. They dont ignore me,they pick up phone calls,reply smses,wait for me,help me and many others that are too much to list. This gives me the feeling of being able to cry out so much easier to them and i know that they are there listening. For example,my leg gt bandaged on thursday. Friday,i felt so blessed having my world friends concerning for my leg,asking me what happen and helping me carry stuffs and go one step at a time down the stairs with me. Whereas the enxt day,i was struggling to ealk,but none of the group members even cared. They dint even bother asking: how's ur leg? they just continued with the others in cliques..i am tired..seriously.

ANNGIE!;D she is my super beloved friend. FRIENDS FOR GOING A DECADE!she seriously rock man! she is the one who is there always to hear my problems.i feel so much comfortable with her. She makes me feel better if i am angry or sad;encourage me when i am discouraged. We support and spur one another on

TAY LILING!;D another funny friend who say silly things!HAHA..she is one who cheer me up!and seeks justice?lol
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KRISTAL YANG!;D bus rides with her are fun! when i am sad,she feels sad for me. I feels happy,she feels happy for me too! i can tell her problems freely too

ALICIA!;DD the siao siao,crazy one. But when it comes to talking about problems,she is there to lend her ears

FIONA LEOW! thanks for encouraging me always! i feel so loved

WEN SHI!;D though i just see you yesterday,but thanks for ur concern about my leg! your laughter yesterday was funny!

DAWN!;D hehe..thanks for being so encouraging and loving. I am showered so much with love! blessed to be in the same team as u!

MELISSA! you never fail to smile!=) and always opening up to me!

RUI ZONG!;D my dear di di! u are also another one that brought smiles into my life!


THANK YOU PEEPS! I FELT SO BLESSED AND LOVED TO HAVE YOU PEOPLE IN MY LIFE!=D
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i am CHRYSTAL!((:. I am not PERFECT, but I am accepted for who I am
& that's all that matters.

I am CHILD OF GOD and proud to be one Y-HOPE! East,East BC and EB3!<3are my loves!
So,
Will you join this fun family together with me?
I really pray so.
I came in since 22July06 and have never regretted this decision before
I am born 26October93 u can buy a present if u want to!xD
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MJR to grow to 7 before i graduate!
my sheep and follow uppees to come back again to serve Daddy with me!
as well as my walk with God to be closer and closer each day!(:
caregroup to grow strong in quality and quantity
revival in my patience with my familyYEAH!:D
study date with AnnGie! ONCE!
study date with kristal at airport again!
O levels faster over!(LOLS! its like still so far away ): )
pink fbt
new hp
collection of markers!♥
more photos and memories with those i love<3


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