Thursday, May 29, 2008
8:09 PM
okays..not gonna care about him anymore..well,i have been listening to this song-'have you ever' since yesterday night..and this part of the song struck me most..'have you ever love and lost somebody,wish there was a chance to say i'm sorry?..have you ever felt your heart was breaking,looking down the road you should be taking..'and dunno why..the first time as i was listening to it,tears just stroll down my cheeks..hai,guess its just an emotional rush bahs..after which,heard this song-'there's more to life' hai..i guessed this is how life is like..lots of things happened here and there( happy and sad) but once things are over,you just have to learn to get over it..though its kinda okay for me now..seeing that he is enjoying his life currently,seeing him once in a while will just make things seems happy and just let life goes on..
well,at first it may seems easy to get over..but even after a long period like about 9 months plus,you realised that you have not gotten over and that songs will still recollect the memories..clear pictures are whirling in my head even until now,events that happened,how it started,how it ended,and sometimes i will still think why am i so stupid? well,memories are everlasting..but i dunno if u had really gotten over it too..but on the surface,it is..and my heart breaks..
it just hurts me to think of the past..when we were still together..it IS very hard..but i've got to grow..i have to got out of this mess

cuz its animated..it was suppose to be: love is just an illusion how true can it be?
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