Saturday, April 12, 2008
9:54 PM

haahs..well,actually got quite a number of things to share..has been wanting to blog for the past few days but then kinda lazy to do so..hehe..well,i shall jux share about wad happen recently and my feelings..okays,there is this gal that i really love alot as a sister..but she is leaving in 9 days time =( at first when i heard from her that she is leaving,i'm really heartbroken..cuz the love,care and concern towards me is really one that touches me to the bottom of my heart..she is the only one..but yet she's leaving soon..definitely,i will be very upset..thus,taking the chance of the bazaar,i invited her down for her church is very near the school..This is like the last time i am gonna see her before she go overseas i guess..been praying for several people for months,for them to cum back to the love of god..She was one of them..

Having not seen her for the past 8 months,keeping her continually in prayers,she is connected back to the love of god now(thank god). 8 months not seeing this dear sister,not talking to her..In the past,everytime she is online,she doesn reply me,doesn reply my sms..it also feels weird talking to her on the phone..

Until she is willing to come for my bazaar today! whee~ i was super happy that she manage to turn up despite being able to stay for only about half and hour..At least quality time could be spent together for the last time..the pain in my leg is also worthwhile..


One thing i really wanna shout out is: I LOVE YOU GIRL! it's hard to express the joy when u finally reply my msn messages as well as sms..and even called me to ask for direcions..it's also hard to express the love that is in me..but still LOVE YOUU!!<33

Looking through photos--our memories..though we didn take much,but i treasure those memories

Our effort together with the rest((:


East Babes!



4 hoppies!


Natasha's birthday!

We love each other!<33

Huggies!

The east family!

East!


What hurts the most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do


(edited)
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty place
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you departing
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you departing
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you departing
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

This is the song that expresses feelings deep deep inside me..i know that u will feel it..for its a type of feeling and love that no one can really understand..

LOVING YOU AND MISSING YOU LOADS!<33